Happy Tuesday! I can't believe it's already on Tuesday!! It went through so fast!!  I can't believe it. I'm so shocked!!. This is what we are doing last weekend:

Thursday: My mom and I went to pick up Jacob at Arborland.(my mom is using my car right now, it's been a week or so, without a car for me. I so bummed that I don't have a car right now!!  We met up with John in Fullerton, it was his weekend with Jacob. I was kinda of missing him very much,  but I know that I can't do that. We dropped Jacob with his dad, mom and I went back to my parents place. We had "Hot Pot." Ed and I love this so much!! We can eat this every single day!!

Friday: I missed Jacob so much!! It's always hard to not to see Jacob when I want to see his little face and smiling me. He always makes me happy. I starting feeling really bad, with out favorite feeling, GAS!!! Yes it's not the gas on the car, but gas in my body. I was in so much pain...I could do anything. I just stayed in bed all day, until Ed can home. After that, we were hungry and so we went to "Good Time, restaurant."  With then 2 hours my body was hurting me again. I thought I was going to die!! It was the worst feeling in the whole world. I couldn't sleep at all that night. * poor baby* I know!!

Saturday: I was still feeling awful...stayed in bed and had to call some of my friends at Ed's co-workers wife and to let them know that I can't make it to SCRAPBOOKING!! I haven't been scrapbooking since the last time I was helping Chris and Pam's wedding. So I was so happy to get together with some friends and hang out. but I couldn't make it. I was in so much PAIN!! I couldn't had dinner with my parents' for Chinese New Year!! I was so bummed!! Instead, my mom made me some porridge with pickle, Chinese pickle. Of course I didn't go there, but Ed did picked up my food for me and some food for him. They know that I was not feeling GOOD AT ALL!! It's so wonderful that my parents are close.

Sunday: Ed had to go pick up Jacob in San Diego, while I stayed in bed. Still not feeling good at all. The Gas is killing me. Ed and Jacob came back and I got a BIG HUGE KISS to mommy!! It always makes me feel better.

Monday: It was our TRANSFER DAY!! (I'm feeling better, than all the other days, but I had to be there for the transfer. it's my babies in there!!) That's when my eggs are in Leonor, our surrogate. We were there at the hospital for about, 3 hours, and went to San Diego. We, Leonor and I are staying @ Residence Inn. The place is pretty nice look at it.  I'll be there till Thursday afternoon, then Ed is going to come back and pick me up. What a great man, huh?!

Then after dinner, Ed left and went back to Fullerton. Now is only Leonor and I just hanging out.

Today, Brody and Taylor came to our special Inn room. They are so adorable!! They are twins, boy and girl, that's what we want so bad!! Hopefully that God will bless us for twins, boy and girl!!

Have a great day!! Remember, Happiness, Peace, & Love...always!!

Happy Thursday!! I'm all done with the extraction...I found out that I have 20 eggs...I was shocked that I had so many. Just want to let you know, I'm feeling better, I have pains, but I can put up with it. I should rest, and have a great day!! Thanks!!

Happiness, Peace, & Love...Always!!

TGIF!! It's FRIDAY!! We have a great weekend. I am having lunch with my mother and my sister, who are so important in my life. I have a great mom, who teaches me how to be a mom to my child, support me, & loves me. My sister is my best friend!! She is the one that I can talk to and she listens and understands me so well, shoulder to cry on, and she loves me so much too. I have a great husband, that supports me, helps me, respect me, understand, and love me very very much. My Jacob, he is full of life, keeps me up, just being with him. He gives me kisses and hugs when he knows that mom's stomach is ouchy...he just kisses me to make me feel better. I am so grateful for my dad...always there for me, calls me to see how I am all the time. I am my dad's girl...we are so much at like and so different too. I have the best of him in me. I have a great brother, he is always there for me to hang out and talk to. He makes me laugh and be silly with him. I can talk to him to tell him how I feel. He is always there for me too. I guess my family is very very close to me.

I am very emotional today, I guess it's the hormones are really effecting my body. Please forgive me.

Tonight, we are going to watch a movie tonight. We are not sure yet...but we will have fun anyways what we do.

Have a great weekend!! Be safe always.

Happiness, Peace, & Love...always!!!

Happy Thursday!! I have to get ready, I'm having lunch with my hubby!! I love having lunch with him...it means me feel so warm and loved!! After, I will be meeting my mom, to drive for her. I'm doing so much better today. I realized that the injection really fact me, I'm very sensitive, emotional, a lot of swing mood. I trust to God to be with me always!!

My body is very tender, especially my stomach. I hurts, I'll be ok. So far. I have to mature my eggs, so that they can take my eggs. No pain not gain...that's why God is good to me.

I have to go, look good for my hubby!! Take care and have a great day!!

You know what? I look like I'm pregnant. I look so big on my stomach area. My face is ok, but my hip, stomach, waist and boobs, very BIG. I miss being pregnant...I love this feeling of having a little worm moving around my stomach. It's the best!! Anyways, thought I would like to share that to you guys.)

Happy Wednesday!! Ok, I was wrong about 3 shots a day, it's actually 4 shots a day. 2 in the morning and 2 at night. I got my bloodthinner shot, it doesn't hurt as much, but there is a lot of medicine....so I totally feel it. I'm doing well. Thank you!!

I'll be leaving to doctor appointment @ 10, for ultrasound and lab. Almost done, doing the shots, in 10 months if everything goes well...I have a baby(ies)!! I can't wait!!

I have to go...take care!!

Happy Tuesday!! Another beautiful morning. This is what we did last weekend:

Friday: I took Ed and Jacob out for our date. We had a great time, Jacob ate pretty well that night. I'm shock that he had fried rice and huge mango ice cream.

Saturday: Ed dropped Jacob off in Fullerton, Mac Donald...where John picks him up to San Diego. Ed and I just stayed at home just being together.

Sunday: After church, we went to San Diego to have lunch with Leonor, Gus, Elena, Nay, Ken, the kids. We had a great time to just hang out.
Then after that we met up Terry and Mary, plus the kids and had Taiwanese food. That was GREAT!!!!

Monday: Picked up my mom and I went to San Diego to pick up Jacob. This is the first time I drove by myself to and back. I'm so excited...cuz that means I can do this now.  My mom was so nervous, but it doesn't matter, because I like the way I drive and she is not use to it, but we still had a great time.

Today, I was being some errands,. costco, target, & etc. I will be another busy day. What did you guys do? Let me know...I'm nosy that's why!!  Is there any prayer request? Please comments so that I can pray for you. I have a prayer request. I've been getting injections, since 26th of December, I have another one started on the 14th on January. Tomorrow, I will be getting the third injection, every 12 hours. Please let me be brave, have strength, and being calm. My stomach is so tender...I I have to rub the injection area..to spread the medicine. It's hard, but God has been so wonderful to me. Please pray that I will have strength for this. Thank you.

Have a great day!! See ya tomorrow!!

HAPPY FRIDAY!! Another week, went and it's weekend. Jacob is going to be with his dad in San Diego, and I will pick him up on Monday, since no school on Monday, because it's Martin Luther King Jr's birthday.

Today the IT guy came over to fix our internet. I haven't had internet in 3 days. I'm already going crazy!! Everything is ok, in my retreat, but all the other computer is not working, only mine!! That's why I'm doing this...heehee!

Tonight, I asked Ed to be my date. Of course he said, yes. I guess he has to say, :yes" huh?! Anyways, I am taking him to Chomp Sushi & Teppan Grill, in downtown Fullerton. I'll let you know if it's yummy or not!!

I have to get ready, I am meeting with my mom and my sister. I'll see you later and have a GREAT WEEKEND!!

Happiness, Peace,& Love...always!!

Happy Tuesday!! I came back from the doctor, since 8am this morning. I'm doing well...Dr. Raja, really takes care of me...and he is one of my favorite doctor. Can you believe it's really coming soon. The whole surrogacy is really happening to us. I was excited after seeing my doctor, I was driving back home...I felt this over-coming feeling in my heart...I am SO THANKFUL TO GOD. HE is the AWESOME OF ALL, no one else.

  I starting reading this little book called, Faith for a lifetime. It's a great devotion, so that I can read before bed or before I leave the room to wake Jacob up. It's a great way to make you feel that God is always with you no matter what happens. Last night it's was , Give up your worries, January 9. And it's so true, I worry a lot about everything!! SERIOUSLY. But this morning, I've been so calm and so peace about everything. Which is odd. I'm always worry, but not together...I'm just peace about everything. It's nice to be worryless.

Like I said, I upload pictures of Tina and Chad's Wedding...only a little bit, and before and after my retreat. Have a great day!!

Tina and Chad's Wedding
January 7, 2006

Here's my BEFORE and AFTER my retreat!!

BEFORE!!




AFTER

See ya ...

Happy Monday!! Wow, this is the 2nd week of January...days goes by so fast. Here is what we did last weekend.

Friday: Helped my mom and dad with car, hospital, and insurance. Then, Jacob took a shower and got to play game on the gamecube...it's something he LOVES!! We had a really nice dinner, I made fried rice, kalbi (chinese style). Ed and Jacob played games upstairs, and I was watching "Notebook", I called so hard, that I was sobbing. That is a ROMANTIC MOVIE!! It's so lovely!!
Saturday: Got a shot...cleaned up the house, everyone helped. That night, Jacob stayed at my mom to watch him, while we went to a Wedding.( I will upload it tomorrow.)
Sunday: Ed picked up a DVD, Notebook...he didn't watch it, but I did. I don't mind watching it again. I cleaned my retreat...I will upload pictures for before and after pictures. Last night we had a left-over food, sausage, pizza, and salad, and then some fruits. It was yummy!!

What did you do last weekend?  Have a great day!!

HAPPY FRIDAY!! It's so nice to rest for this weekend! It'll be a lots of fun with Jacob. We are going to play games together and just have a lot of get-g=together with Jacob. How about you? What are you doing or planning. Have a great weekend!!

Happiness,Peace,&Love...always!!!!